FrIeNdS!!!

So lately i have been thinking about how life is to short to worry about the DRAMA or B.S. I realized you just have to put it behind you and worry about the important things such as FAMILY and FRIENDS! I have learned not to worry about what other people think of me, or if they like me. This past little while I have had somethings happen and I realized very fast which friends are REAL FRIENDS. Real friends are the ones who are there for the midnight phone calls, a shoulder to cry on, and to go get a Pepsi when you just need to talk. They aren't there only when it "BENEFITS" them or "PRETEND" to be there for you, but then when things get bad or don't "go the way they wanted" BAIL!! They are the one who people think "man they have got to be on something" or when it is quite and no one is talking and we just bust up laughing but no one knows why. They are the ones who will say "remember when......." and laugh for hours over it. True friends aren't considered "FRIENDS" they are considered "FAMILY" they are the ones you call and say "wanna go drive around and talk" but not a word is said and that's okay! They are the ones who say "who am i going to kill and why?" or "who's truck are we trashing?" They are the ones who when you get in trouble saying "DAMN, we messed up but it sure was fun, and I'm glad it was with you!

They are the type who when i say "I think I'm going to....." they will argue with me and not agree! They will say "will it really make you happy in the long run? Or just right now" They are the ones that we can go long periods of time not talking and pick up right where we left off with the laughs and all. They are the ones who we can yell at each other and within a few minutes or days we are talking and don't care what happened, because the past is the past!! I have been so lucky to have 2 of the best girls who i don't consider friends anymore i consider them SISTERS!! I love them and i am so grateful for everything they have done for me!! Especially this past few weeks. Thanks Nicole and Bailee you girls are the best i could never be where i am today with out you 2!!! They never make me feel worse although at times it may seem like they don't want things to happen and talk to me about it but they are just seeing the "whole picture" when i only see some of it (what i want). I love you girls more than you will ever know!!!

Life is to short

So this week has been a good but sad one. One year ago today i lost someone i look up to so much. She was the best Grandma anyone could ask for!!!! I miss her everyday and think of her everyday. I also lost a friend yesterday. Its so true what they say about the rodeo family... It doesnt matter how long it has been since we have last seen or talked to each other when a tragidy hits we all pull close together to get through the hard time. My heart goes out to the Baker famliy. Scotty you will be missed so much by many. You were always there for everyone and did anything for anyone. You had such a big heart. See you again someday!!

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I did it

So i finally figured out how to do this bloging thing. After setting it up a year ago on accident i decided i would go ahead and start posting things. Im not going to be very good but hey i did it!